My darling,

… I wish I could tell whether I am just paranoid or whether I am right in thinking that there is a very careful discrimination against English gentiles. But I don't think an analyst doing analysis is welcome – he shouldn't be. Anyway, who is welcome? I remember the

great enthusiasm for Belgian refugees in 1914–15. I remember how unpopular they became. I remember how fed up they became as the British were not as hospitable or appreciative as they should be. Everyone expects to be loved and wanted and especially I think by the ‘new boy’. Everyone expects the new boy to be loving and lovable. The thing is to have a clear view and, for us in particular, whether we can survive in this or any other place …