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Sitting zazen I contemplatethe course of our failed marriage andthe many blessings my suffering has yielded.I begin by meditating upon the timeyou placed a note on my pillow.The one that said “Leave me alone, loser.”Next I am thankful that the fire of worldly passionburning in my vitals was extinguished bythe third anniversary of my sleeping on thetweed pull-down couch in the den.