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We shall not cease from explorationAnd the end of all our exploringWill be to arrive where we startedAnd know the place for the first time.
With the passing of Dr. Grotstein, we have lost a remarkable man who not only had deep personal links to the history of psychoanalysis, but who also occupied a position at the pinnacle of contemporary psychoanalytic theory and practice. I am honored to have the opportunity to share some personal memories of my relationship with him.
For me, Jim was a teacher, supervisor, mentor, and “Mensch” of unsurpassed caliber whom I first met in 1993 at PINC. Entering my initial training in the early 1980s, the San Francisco analytic landscape was narrowly grounded in American ego psychology, and the British were yet to sail up over the horizon. However, by the time I joined PINC's second cohort in 1992, our curriculum reflected that they had, indeed, arrived. As part of our visiting faculty, Jim was heir to the richer tradition in Los Angeles, having been a key figure in bringing Kleinians there in the early 1960s and being in a transformative personal analysis with Bion.
Jim's analytic sensibility was panoramic in scope, profound in depth, and inspiringly creative in vision. I had never encountered anyone who could so compellingly integrate Freud, Klein, Lacan, Fairbairn, Winnicott, and Bion, as well as approach them from the philosophical, existential, and spiritual vertices. He could move seamlessly from discussing the most primitive states to the most transcendent states, gracefully interweaving both the scientific and the poetic registers. His ability to do so with humility, humor, and heart was deeply inspirational to me. In 1998, I realized that Jim would be the ideal discussant for my PINC graduation paper, and I was thrilled when he graciously agreed. His participation made that occasion an important personal milestone, and his steady support was tremendously helpful in refining the paper for publica