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Cepy
Grossgmain
16th August 1955
at Mrs. Schweiger's
By night train to Salzburg.
By pestal coach to Grossgmain.
Hotel Voetterl — Pansien Kender — Mrs. Sch where Dr. Pankejeff called on me. Born 1866. 69 years old, looks younger, in spite of dep: rather cheerful, otherwise graceful face, blue eyes, gray, almost white, hair on straight back — carefully dressed - cane. Spent the afternoon together, from two to nine. Cafe, walking, supper at Veetter.
Talks a 1st and in great detail — complains about his secessions, which were always the same and had stepped suddenly after half a year or year. Cause, yes but in others no depression. Asks: Diagnosis?
Melanchelia? Manic-depressiveness? Why was he taksn ill again after his psych: analysis? After a depression, looks especially cheerful and optimistic.
First depression antedated gonorrhoea — already during his extreme amorousness with the peasant girl. Depression. Gonorrhoea, 1904. 1906, suicide of sister. Depression followed. Content net the less of sister. 1908 first met Therese, who became his wife: nursing sister in Neuwittelsbach -sanitarium, whither he had gone on account of his depression. Again immoderate undeferable (compulsive) love. She did net want him; Kraepelin also against it. 1909, death of father. 1910, to Fraud via a young Russian doctor. No longer depressive. Remained in psychoanalysis until shortly before World War I, at the insistence of Freud, for prophylactic reasons. Got over Therese two times. After she expressed condolences on the death of his father, again the love, thi time on her part, too — after a five-day honeymoon: fellowed by abortion, attempt te get away, via his mother — nevertheless, lived with her in Vienna during his psychoanalysis, but married her only later, during World War