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I cannot look into his eyeswithout seeing the burned out lightsand glossy, oil-stained surfacesof St. Bernard, his childhood home.He cannot close his eyes withoutseeing the faces of the deadand hearing voices of old friendsnow lost beneath a tarnished crust.I smelled stale mold encase his clothesand waded through the knee-deep sludge