One summer, I watched a tiny spiderling grow and develop into a robust, substantial creature. It reminded me of patients who are hesitant and timid about aspects of themselves that they are reluctant to reveal or fully utilize. But, with the aid of the psychoanalytic process, the patient can gradually unfold and come to rely on important facets of the self.
SPIDER
This spider in the corner,I have watched it all summer.It's grown leggy, plump and bolder.I admire its tenacityBut I question its judgement—Half in and half out of its den.It could have stayed hidden.What animal hungerOr edgy, arachnid curiosity tempts it out?I don't want to kill it,After admiring it all summer.What if it lays eggs?It might motherA brood that wantsRun of the whole damn situation.
Sheri Butler Hunt, M.D., is a graduate analyst in the adult and child divisions at the Seattle Psychoanalytic Society and Institute. A published poet and member of TAP's editorial board, she welcomes readers' comments and suggestions at .