Shelley Galasso Bonanno is a psychotherapist with a private practice in Birmingham and Utica, Michigan. She has been practicing psychotherapy for 23 years. Bonanno is a psychotherapy associate member of the American Psychoanalytic Association, an associate member of the American Psychological Association/Division 39, a psychotherapy member of the Michigan Psychoanalytic Society, and a member of the International Association for Relational Psychoanalysis and Psychotherapy. She attended graduate school at Wayne State University where she received a master of arts degree. Her interest in writing poetry began as an adolescent. She later returned to writing poetry as a result of feeling inspired by her own experiences as a psychoanalytic psychotherapy patient. Her poem, “The Time Machine,” reflects the depth and importance of the transference experience expressed in the metaphor of a time-altering mirror: As analysts, we see how these fantasies play out clinically and organize transference in a timeless way in both psychoanalytic psychotherapy and psychoanalysis. The more immersing and intense the experience can become, the more powerful and permeable the mirror can be.
THE TIME MACHINE
The Time MachineTransfer.Replace present for past,past for present.Intermingle time and step through the mirror.Approach slowly.Step up to the ride and become engulfed.Step off the rideand run excitedly to the back of the line again,and again,and again.Enact, repeat, and relive.Twirl and spin until you merge.Merge past to present,present to past.Again and again.Never tiring, never stopping.Time moves on.with or without the time machine,with or without the mirror.Grieve the loss of the ride.Grieve the loss of the ride that was quite simply,an illusion.Transfer.Step back through the mirror and return to the present.Step back through the mirror and carry the past.
Sheri Butler Hunt, M.D., is a graduate analyst in the adult and child divisions at the Seattle Psychoanalytic Society and Institute. A published poet and member of TAP's editorial board, she welcomes readers’ comments and suggestions at .