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This autoethnographic paper examines the reworking of my refugee experience through the co-creation of a therapeutic home for a dying man and his family. Drawing on personal narrative and psychotherapeutic insight, this work interweaves my story with existing theories regarding the refugee experience to offer reflective inquiry into refugee trauma, displacement, and the process of repair. By positioning the refugee experience within both individual and collective psychic realities, the paper advocates for a more nuanced understanding of refugee subjectivity—one that extends beyond pathologizing frameworks to include psychosocial, cultural, and psychospiritual dimensions, facilitating a return to a deeper sense of universal belonging and home. The journey traced in this paper moves from traditional, intrapsychic conceptualizations of trauma toward a more integrative, relational model. I propose a psychoanalytic sensibility attuned to what I term the “brokenwhole”—a state that is absent of psychic tension and embraces suffering as intrinsic to the human condition. Rather than seeking to eliminate pain, this approach supports individuals in inhabiting their wholeness, enabling them to bear the truth of their brokenness without retreating into psychic defense.